Please get out from my head !
Monday, November 15, 2010 | 6:44 AM | 0 comments
Penguin why :(( ?On 1am in the morning, i really have no mood, can't sleep ! Thinking bout himm. Make me feell so sad ! Why do you say like that penguin? You know i been a fool ! I'm so stupid kan.
*FLASHBBACK*
Me: Tapelaa i da malas layan daa. U kan ta sukaa orang jauh kan? HAHA takya na tipu daa. Byee !
Penguin: Eh u ni kenape?
Me: Alaa i tahu laa ape u cakap kat Amad, then Amad tell Jazz, then Jazz bagitahu i. Tak sukaa orang jauuh kan? u tapaya turun sini and i puun malas na simpan bujet pergi kl, beria i part time, tapela kan. Puas hati?
Bye !
Penguin: Sukaa hati u lah apa u nak cakap.
Me:Kenape u buat gituu kat i :(( ? Kalau u ta sukaa i cakap je. Then i won't ganggu u ever again ! and i tana mengharapkan ape ape dari u daa, tu je i na cakap, kayy. Clear .
Penguin : Yang u cakap macam ni knape. I tak tau na cakap apa dah. Kalau i salah, okay i minta maaf. Kalau i x salah. I tak nak cakap ape. sorry.
Me: It's not your fault. I yang patut minta maaf. I tau i bodoh. I ta kesa puuun. I dengar ape Jazz cerita kat i, i daa memang tade mood. So betul kan u cakap gitu kat Amad ?I understand sangat sangat .
Penguin : Memang betul i cakap. but ni smua cmfm salah faham. amad tanye i yg i x da hati dengan u ke. then i jwb ta tahu la. maybe x lagi kot sebub jauh sangat. i ta cakap x suka u cos u orang jauh pun dengan dia. ni semua salah faham je. dah la u. benda2 macam ni la buat i stress. i dah la nak spm ni. suka hati u lah nak dengar cakap0 diaorang ke ape ke. bye
Me: Mirul, I'm sorry. I dengar penjelasanu. I don't know siape yang patut i dengar, but i trust u alittle bit. I tana to have a cat and dog fight :( i'm sorry i buat u stress :((
Hurm, that's our conversation. Then we never text again. So i remove him becoming my mom, then one day i remove him as my friend. I don't want him to stay in my heart and mind. I wanna forget him. I don't wanna call him penguin anymore. I don't wanna remember him, i don't wanna know him. I''m a jerk, i know. Jazz keep telling me not to trust him. But i don't wanna listen, because thought i will be careful but in the end there's nothing. yaa NOTHING! I thought we can had somethng speacial but i thing we're not. Is just a dream, it's not reality now. So goodbye, so good luck in your spm and do all your best. Take care and Bye. I won't disturb u again. And i won't ever gonna text u again. I will find someone to replace you. Sorry Mirul, i know i do so many wrong thing with you, I am very sorry :(( I really am.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygy8p8VanbA I love this sonng so much as i love you, do you know that. Everytime if you say something i sweet, i will fall for you. but i won't ever fall for it again! Thank You for spending time with me.
I hope you can take care of yourself when you're sick or something. I don't wanna be a fool a again. People sat i'm obsesed. I'm crazy. But what i care. In reality, yaa I really am. But now NOTHING. I have nothing to say anymore, Bye and Take care. :((
