The Pain Must Stop. ! ( 21/12/10)
Tuesday, December 21, 2010 | 5:52 AM | 1 comments
So, here I am sitting in my room crying for you. I had my choice. I hope you make yours too. I leave not because I don't love you but because you don't love me. So for what I wanna stay with you. You say you care me in your heart. But I rasa you just wanna jaga my hati. But I wannna say if you do like that it will hurt me more. Yaa, I know I'm hurt now. I think very clearly today. I have think this thing so many times. But still the decision haven't make. Now, has end. I know that 8 more days we'll be 5 months together but it has to end today. I'm very very hurt. Seriously. I don't understand you at all. I'm a fool I know. I'm the one who cares you alot that sayang you alot. But.. I get nothing from you. I don't wanna do stupid things anymore. 29/06 is a memory now. And you'll be the last for me. I don't want anyone else anymore. I had buy you this keychain but i havent give you yet. But just now. I throw in the trash. Then I take it back cause I still love it like I still love you. I hope you're happy now. But stiill, I am still loving you. Even my love is just a waste. If we're still together I wanna give something special you can keep on your birthday but now I don't know what to do anymore. Nevermind we'll see. I have no much to say. I'm tired. Really really tired ! I still love you no matter what but my heart has been broken into a thousand pieces. Yaa I know. I don't wanna talk much. I wanna say I STILL LOVE THE PERSON CALLED WONG JING YING ! AND I STILL NEED HER !