The War Begin Again :O And Last For A Lifetime.
Thursday, December 2, 2010 | 9:51 PM | 0 comments
Yesterday, we had a fight again. I have no patient anymore. I ask him why you so keras kepala? Why you're always ignore me ? Kantoi sangat you wanna run from problems. Why you na sangat tunjuk perangai buruk you kat I ? Apa I buat ? I tau I salah banyak, I da mintak maaf kan ? Kenape you na sangat pendam semua kesalahan I ? You tau tak you selalu sakitkan hati I ? I forgive you with all my heart. But you ? Ignore me, kan ? Then you marah marah I, sebab I cakap" BABI" ? Masalahnya, I ta cakap "BABI". I cakap pig and it's not the same. Perkataan "BABI" tu lebih kasar tau tak. And I'm that rude. You kata you ta suka perempuan mencarut. Takkan I'm the only girl sukaa mencarut ? I tak percaya laa, takkan you ta pernah mencarut ? And the girl's of yours takkan tak pernah mencarut? Hell no, I rase. Then you ask me to ignore you. Suruh I padamkan you dalam fikiran I, you ingat senang ke? Soory I say no. Kenape you selalu salahkan I ? I tau I buat banyak salah kat you ? But why everything has to blame on me ? Bilaa you buat salah, I marah you tak ? I salahkan you tak ? Tak kan ? I'm not that bad laa. Then you tanya I " Apa salah I ? " OMG! You see ? You tak pernah sedar apa kesalahan you! You selalu salahkan I. You never understand me ! I tau laa I ni setan, bitch ! Whatever laa whom am I in this world ! Everything blame on me ! Right ? Semua you betul , I je la yang selalu salah! Yaa, betulkan ? Bila you buat salah, I pernah pendam ke kesalahan you ? Tak kan ? I tak pernah pendam kesalahan you tau tak. Buat ape na pendam, lagi sakit hati I je. Bilaa you sedar baru nak mintak maaf kat I . Takpe I maafkan. I pening kepala sangat. Kita selalu gaduh. But in the end it become like " It Wouldn't Change A Thing" Nevermind laa. At least we are friend back. I hopekita takkan gaduh lagi. I da penat sangat sangat. I da ta larat. I nangis I sakit dada. I masuk hospital. You tak tahu kan? Tak pela you takya tau. Tak ya kesah tentang I pun. I'm a useless person yang selalu sakitkan hati you. I tak tahu na cakap ape daa. I memang harap gilaa, kita takkan gaduh lagi. Take care, byee.