Goodbeye Facebook and Blogger :( It's time to face book. :)
Saturday, January 8, 2011 | 11:29 PM | 0 comments
Today is my last day to online :( It's time to face book :B I'm gonna focus on my study and band :)
I'm not living with my parent's. Is kinda really complicated. I don't know what to say. So I decideed to live my cousin :( Thanks for understanding me Leong Jee Qing and Sis How Sher Yi :) I really need them in my life. They are so important to me. They listen to me. Give me some advice when I'm lost. I love them alot more than anything. Really I do. I don't know what to do if I've don't have them. I may be lost. They show me the way to the path that's right. Thank you so much. A billion thank you . From my heart I realy do appreciate you both. You both is just like my sister. A real sister that I dreamed about. Thank you so much ! I'm gonna be the old Chong Hui Ying. And I'm not gonna give up on anything. I'm gonna work hard but smart. I'm not gonna let those tears block my way to sucsesss. no more tears. I'm gonna get back up when love knock me down. And you're not gonna knock me down anymore. I'm gonna be tough. Don't let me cry cause of anything that blocked my way. No more tears for me, thank you. Let me be whom am I. I'm me not you. Ya that's right. HAHA. Now in band I have to play tonal but it does'nt blocked my way to play quintom. I'm gonna work hard to get what I want. Next year, I will get that instrument no matter what. But if I don't get it. It's okay for me. Learning new thing is fine with me. About study this year is PMR. I know is important. This exam is important to me. I'm gonna go first class next year. I wanna be sucsess. No lazyness is gonna blocked my way. 8A's is what I want. Quintom is what I wanna play ! So don't blocked my way. About love. I have to stay away. I don't want to be hurt. And turn my mood to be happy to sad. I don't wanna make the same mistake again. I don't wanna fall on my face. Cause when love comes around. It knock you down but just get backup. Don't give up easily. Fight for it. NO PAIN NO GAIN ! Yeahh :B About her : I told her that I still love her and I need her but... I can't I have to stay away from her. I let her go and I knew it was wrong. I have to stay away, I'm scared to be hurt again. No more tears for me as I say. So take care yaa. I'm sorry hurt you alot. When I hurt you , it hurts me too. I'm sorry. Don't blame yourself anymore. People say: sometimes you forgive people easily, because you want them back in your life . Yaa I guess that's what I did. I don't wana be mad at you all the time. I want you back. But I know I won't get you back. But one day I try to get you back. If I don't. I want you to be myfirst and last for me. I don't want to find another to replace you. Just you. You're the last. Thanks for giving me such a memory. Thanks for everything what you did to me. Take care yaa. Then Oscar : Thanks for being the best for me. You're always there when I needed you. You cheer me up when I'm sad. You give me support and everything. You bring happiness to me. You never give sadness to me. You appreciate me alot like I appreciate you. You givin' me the best memory when you're with me. Even you're far away but you're still wanna be with me. Thanks so much for appreciate me. I know I'm not so perfect but you do appreciate me as your sister. Thanks in a billion time ! You're the bestest brother I never had :B You're the sweetest :D Haha. I have to go. Bye Blogger.com. Next time I met you back. I'm not gonna online. If I online. I'm gonna write everything what I been through :D Bye bye :) Lastly Thank you so much ! Leong Jee Qing and How Sher Yi :) ! I Love You Both So Damn Much More Than Anything ! <3 :B