HuiyingChong
Should I ? ;(
Thursday, March 17, 2011 | 6:34 AM | 0 comments
Should I move on and forget the past ? Should I let go ? Should I ? Can I forget her ? "Wong Jing Ying", the names do appear in my mind all the time. Why ? Why it is so hard to forget the love we once knew ? Why I always think about you all the. Every second. Every minute. Everytime. Should I let go ? But if I let go, will I regret ? Can I find someone else ? But, I promise myself before I'll never replace another. Remain this condition? I don't know. But when it remains this condition, the love grew more and more. Why ? I can't avoid this feeling all the times. Seriously, I do "MISS" her alot! Really alot ! But how can I avoid this feeling. I try to avoid her before, by seeing her, thinking of her. But still can't. I try. But nothings. When I see her with others, jealousy came to me. Why ? She's not mine anymore. [ I don't wanna say about it] Why I so cared about you ? When you're in bad mood or something. It makes me worry. I don't know why. Now I realise it so hard to let go all of this. So should I move on. 'Yesterday remains a yesterday' that's what Shey Yi told me and it will never happen again.. I still don't know how to avoid this feeling. Seeing her with others *jealous*, see her in bad condition. I can't think bout it. I MISS YOU ALOT "WONG JING YING" ! Once I dreamed about you. That you're mine, you cared me alot, but when I wake up and I saw you. I realise I never had you and I'll never get you back. Tears do come drewling through my eyes. Seeing you, when we're not together, like there's a hole punch through my chest, and it hurts alot. I done this before, crying alot, can't focus on anything. Is very stupid. Sit int the room doing nothing. Try to avoid this feeling and get away from her ? This thing is so idiot. Think straight. But I can't. Why I still cared and loved you alot ? Why can't I avoid this feeling? How can I ? Should I move on? I will move on, but how ? Why can't this feeling fade away ?

But for the last time. Wong Jing Ying do you still cared bout and love me ? Can I be with you again ? Please tell me. I'm not in a good condition.

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