Today was 18th of July. And it was my last day seeing him. We are not together anymore. We are nothing. Traxel ask we about giving chances. But I did and I try to be good to him. But is already over. I try my best to be the best for him. But I failed. Caused he didn't even want to talk to me. We are like stranger now. When I look at him, I want to cry. I'm flooded with tears. He change a lot. He never treated me like this before. For the first time, he ignore me. On the night of Flora Fest, I go to the toilet with my senior Kak Ruzz. And I cry cause I'm not strong. I look at him I feel I'm long distance to him. We are really APART. I'm in a broken pieces now!. And I'm stupid crying for a guy. I'm a horrible person. He deserve someone better than me. He change a lot. I cry a lot. I cry in the show. I cry when I'm sleeping. I dream of him we are still together. But when I woke up. It was just a dream. Because of him. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of loosing him. But I did. I loose him. Already Gone. Everything has DROPDEAD!  I wanna change because of him. I want him to trust me I can take care of him and make him happy. But when I do, that I think I'm too late to change. Everything I did was a mistake. I have waste my time too change. There too much memory of him. I hope time passes quickly and make me be over him. But I keep thinking about him every single second. I'm worry. And I'm jealous seeing him with this girl. Then, I stay away from him.
I wanted to be with him all the time. I wanted to spend time with him. I wanted to whisper to him I love him more than anything. I wanted to hold his hand. So I won't miss him. But I'm too late. I wanted to say sorry that I've done so many mistake. I blame him a lot cause of my stupid mistake. But I 'm too late to do all this thing. Cause he'll never gonna talk to me anymore. I love him too much. And I love him till I'm willing to let him go.I know he'll be happy without. He's miserable when he's with me. I'm a bad person. I'm not good enough. We are meant to day goodbye to each other. I wanted to say sorry. But I'm too late.

I'm too late for everything :((
I'm REALLY to LATE !
I LOVE YOU,  MR MRAZ !

         I SWEAR THAT..   
OSCAR YIP FOOK TIAN. 

I wish I'm not in this world right now.

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Hi guys. Let me introduce myself. So, I'm Huiying. You guys can me Ying or maybe Chong. I'm kinda friendly plus I like to talk alot. So don't be so afraid. Haha, I'm nice :) I was born in 1996. My born date was 1st of August. I don't have bestfriend cause I'm not that choosy. My future ambition is I wanna be a chef. I love to cook or maybe sometime bake. But I bake alot. And I'm also in love with the art. But I don't know how to draw. I'm interested in singing, acting and also dancing. Why I choose this song as my blog song? Cause it remind of someone everyday and I will never forget that person all. Cause he's extraordinary. That person is the best thing I never knew I needed. My accidental happily. So enjoy my blog. Hope you guys love it. Thanks :D Muah :*

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Credit ; Ultramen Gayaa lawan Raksasa Huduh laaaaaaa.
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Today was 18th of July. And it was my last day seeing him. We are not together anymore. We are nothing. Traxel ask we about giving chances. But I did and I try to be good to him. But is already over. I try my best to be the best for him. But I failed. Caused he didn't even want to talk to me. We are like stranger now. When I look at him, I want to cry. I'm flooded with tears. He change a lot. He never treated me like this before. For the first time, he ignore me. On the night of Flora Fest, I go to the toilet with my senior Kak Ruzz. And I cry cause I'm not strong. I look at him I feel I'm long distance to him. We are really APART. I'm in a broken pieces now!. And I'm stupid crying for a guy. I'm a horrible person. He deserve someone better than me. He change a lot. I cry a lot. I cry in the show. I cry when I'm sleeping. I dream of him we are still together. But when I woke up. It was just a dream. Because of him. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of loosing him. But I did. I loose him. Already Gone. Everything has DROPDEAD!  I wanna change because of him. I want him to trust me I can take care of him and make him happy. But when I do, that I think I'm too late to change. Everything I did was a mistake. I have waste my time too change. There too much memory of him. I hope time passes quickly and make me be over him. But I keep thinking about him every single second. I'm worry. And I'm jealous seeing him with this girl. Then, I stay away from him.
I wanted to be with him all the time. I wanted to spend time with him. I wanted to whisper to him I love him more than anything. I wanted to hold his hand. So I won't miss him. But I'm too late. I wanted to say sorry that I've done so many mistake. I blame him a lot cause of my stupid mistake. But I 'm too late to do all this thing. Cause he'll never gonna talk to me anymore. I love him too much. And I love him till I'm willing to let him go.I know he'll be happy without. He's miserable when he's with me. I'm a bad person. I'm not good enough. We are meant to day goodbye to each other. I wanted to say sorry. But I'm too late.

I'm too late for everything :((
I'm REALLY to LATE !
I LOVE YOU,  MR MRAZ !

         I SWEAR THAT..   
OSCAR YIP FOOK TIAN. 

I wish I'm not in this world right now.

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