Here I begin. Hey pipal v^^v Nothing change I think. Just a new life begin. These day so many problems that keep coming to me. Friends, family and even my fre-nemy. It is so stressful. Feel like wanted to jump off the building. Lol, jkjk. But I hope I can make things right now.



26 September 2011

On 26th, I want everything to be settle about my bestfriend and most of all that Putri Jazzmin. Hmm, I guess I can forgive her slowly. Yeahh I misunderstanding her. It's my fault. Before all this, I kept crying cause I'm so confused. I don't know what to do. I kinda fight with Aina Safira and maybe my other friend. I was so afraid that because I fight with Jazz I'll loose my friendship with Fira. I don't want that to happen. Then Fira came to me and ask me what happen. I burst tears. I was so stress that I can't even focus on my study. I talk to Fira I tell her everything. EVERYTHING. I'm so afraid. Please don't ever leave me. After all this, she understand me. Thank You so much Aina Safira. I Love You most of all.
There's another problem. Things getting more complicated. I lost the one I care about. *guess who. I am so afraid that I'll loose everything. I don't want him to think that I change. Cause I don't. Even we like maybe dah baik. But I got a weird feeling that you're gonna hate me. Cause I'm afraid of Jazz. I'm afraid that she's gonna ruined my life again. My life been destroy. Everything. I lost my friend. I lost the one I love. I get nothing. And she got what she want. But I'll be careful this time. I not gonna let her fool me again. I'm not gonna be that idiot. Lastly, I'm sorry everyone that I misunderstanding. I'm sorry for letting you down Fira. I'm not gonna repeat that stupid mistake again.
At 1pm we go back from school. I'm sleeping Fira house tonight. Wee xD Then, we see movie The Perfume Murderer. I think that's the title. Okayy~


27 September 2011
On 27th, ponteng school babe. Tolong Ibu katering. Dapat rm30. Mwihihi x) TOPUP. Then, petang lepak with The Geng. *Luqman Irfan, Kamaruzz, Ikmal, Arif Fikri and Najimi. He's here. I was so nervous. Cause I don't know what to do after what had happen. Then, I call Kamaruzz. We talk at the dining room. I tell him everything. Only he can read my diary. When time come, I'll give 'him'. I tell Kamaruzz that thing been getting weird, and he kinda understanding me. Thanks Kamaruzz. I appreciate you a lot. Then lepak sampai malam. Then Truth or dare. I hate that games. That game was so freakin scary. I'm never gonna play it again.


I'm really falling for you. 58776266. But I'm falling apart. I hope you know. I Love You. There's something that I feel I need to say. But up 'till now I've always been afraid. That you would never come around. And still I wanna put this out. You say you got the most respect for me. But sometimes I feel your not desearving me. And still you're in my heart but you're the only one.
I loose myself in all this fight. I loose my sense of wrong and right. It's shaking in from my pain that's in my head. I just wanna crawl into my bed. And throw away the life I led.


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Hi guys. Let me introduce myself. So, I'm Huiying. You guys can me Ying or maybe Chong. I'm kinda friendly plus I like to talk alot. So don't be so afraid. Haha, I'm nice :) I was born in 1996. My born date was 1st of August. I don't have bestfriend cause I'm not that choosy. My future ambition is I wanna be a chef. I love to cook or maybe sometime bake. But I bake alot. And I'm also in love with the art. But I don't know how to draw. I'm interested in singing, acting and also dancing. Why I choose this song as my blog song? Cause it remind of someone everyday and I will never forget that person all. Cause he's extraordinary. That person is the best thing I never knew I needed. My accidental happily. So enjoy my blog. Hope you guys love it. Thanks :D Muah :*

FatinFNadiah | MegaNyanyeh | Enong | MyDonaldDuck | AinnurFarahiyah | Sharmilla Hawa
Credit ; Ultramen Gayaa lawan Raksasa Huduh laaaaaaa.
p/s;Don't remove the credit yaa?;)

Here I begin. Hey pipal v^^v Nothing change I think. Just a new life begin. These day so many problems that keep coming to me. Friends, family and even my fre-nemy. It is so stressful. Feel like wanted to jump off the building. Lol, jkjk. But I hope I can make things right now.



26 September 2011

On 26th, I want everything to be settle about my bestfriend and most of all that Putri Jazzmin. Hmm, I guess I can forgive her slowly. Yeahh I misunderstanding her. It's my fault. Before all this, I kept crying cause I'm so confused. I don't know what to do. I kinda fight with Aina Safira and maybe my other friend. I was so afraid that because I fight with Jazz I'll loose my friendship with Fira. I don't want that to happen. Then Fira came to me and ask me what happen. I burst tears. I was so stress that I can't even focus on my study. I talk to Fira I tell her everything. EVERYTHING. I'm so afraid. Please don't ever leave me. After all this, she understand me. Thank You so much Aina Safira. I Love You most of all.
There's another problem. Things getting more complicated. I lost the one I care about. *guess who. I am so afraid that I'll loose everything. I don't want him to think that I change. Cause I don't. Even we like maybe dah baik. But I got a weird feeling that you're gonna hate me. Cause I'm afraid of Jazz. I'm afraid that she's gonna ruined my life again. My life been destroy. Everything. I lost my friend. I lost the one I love. I get nothing. And she got what she want. But I'll be careful this time. I not gonna let her fool me again. I'm not gonna be that idiot. Lastly, I'm sorry everyone that I misunderstanding. I'm sorry for letting you down Fira. I'm not gonna repeat that stupid mistake again.
At 1pm we go back from school. I'm sleeping Fira house tonight. Wee xD Then, we see movie The Perfume Murderer. I think that's the title. Okayy~


27 September 2011
On 27th, ponteng school babe. Tolong Ibu katering. Dapat rm30. Mwihihi x) TOPUP. Then, petang lepak with The Geng. *Luqman Irfan, Kamaruzz, Ikmal, Arif Fikri and Najimi. He's here. I was so nervous. Cause I don't know what to do after what had happen. Then, I call Kamaruzz. We talk at the dining room. I tell him everything. Only he can read my diary. When time come, I'll give 'him'. I tell Kamaruzz that thing been getting weird, and he kinda understanding me. Thanks Kamaruzz. I appreciate you a lot. Then lepak sampai malam. Then Truth or dare. I hate that games. That game was so freakin scary. I'm never gonna play it again.


I'm really falling for you. 58776266. But I'm falling apart. I hope you know. I Love You. There's something that I feel I need to say. But up 'till now I've always been afraid. That you would never come around. And still I wanna put this out. You say you got the most respect for me. But sometimes I feel your not desearving me. And still you're in my heart but you're the only one.
I loose myself in all this fight. I loose my sense of wrong and right. It's shaking in from my pain that's in my head. I just wanna crawl into my bed. And throw away the life I led.


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