HuiyingChong
I Lost You Dad :'( And the one I love.
Saturday, October 15, 2011 | 10:11 PM | 0 comments
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Parent can be so annoying sometime. But they're still our life saver. Nothing gonna change our love for them. Cause they will be there when you need them. They are always there. So appreciate them. I know that I'm not a good daughter. Mistake is what I do. People keep mad at me. What can I do ? Now I can't even turn back time. I'm sorry. I'm not a good daughter for you both. You gave me what I want every time. But me? I give nothing. I never made you both proud. I'm so alone. I'm sorry. I hope I can make it up to you guys. I'm sorry.

Sakit Hati. Friendship. And Relationship. Is hard to find a good relationship. You know who I'm talking about. Serabut. Memang serabut. Saya dah tak tahan lah. Hilang sabar kot. Gettin' more complicated. Saya bukanya nak cakap apa. But awak asyik cakap saya selfish. Padahal awak sendiri selfish. Setakat tinggal seluar kat starbuck, marah saya ngn Sue. Eh. Tu seluar awak. Ingat je lah. Tanggungjawab sendiri lah. Asyik saya je kena dengar awak. Awak marah saya pasal Jazz . Eh. Cerminkan diri sendiri dulu. Awak sendiri pun sama. Please lah. Awak selalu marah saya. Kutuk saya. Selalu nak cari gaduh. Setakat pekara kecil, kau nak marah. Sial kot. Gaduh je awak tahu. Saya sabar ngn awak sebab saya sayang awak. Awak tu yang nak lebih buat ape. Saya tak start lagi nak burukkan orang. Tolong lah Fira. Ego awak tu tinggi. Tolonglah. Sekali je kot. Berubah. Buang je ego tu. Takyah nak fikir sangat negative. Fikir positive je lah. Kau asyik Gaduh. Gaduh. Gaduh. Penat lah. Setakat pekara kecil kot, awak nak timbulkan hal besa. Awak tak pernah fikir perasaan saya camne. Saya belanja awak makan, topup, banyak lagi kot. Awak boleh lagi layan saya camtu ? K. Fine. Saya faham. Haha. I'm a bitch ? Memang pun. Thanks :') Muah sikit :* Saya banyak cover awak kot. Menyesal saya tak dengar nasihat Sue. Sue selalu marah marah saya pasal awak. Saya dah sedar kot selama ni awak gunakan saya. Kau fikir diri  kau sendiri je. Penting kan diri sendiri. Kau yang selfish. SELFISH! Kau asyik marah-marah saya. Tak pernah sekali kot, awak mintak maaf, sekali pun tak. Asyik saya je yang salah ? Awak ? Awak je lah yang selalu betul ? Haha. Lawak. Betul ke ? Saya sayang awak kot. Saya sedih bila awak sedih, saya dapat rasa kot. But awak ?Kalau awak nak saya je yang salah, saya je yang jahat, semua tu. Fikir diri awak sendiri dulu baru cakap. Sorry this is the last kot. P.S : Like you said, we're over. Thanks. 
Sincereky, Ying  :')

My Life? My family ? I had lost the one I love. That is my dad. I Love Him but he's gone. He has left the house. He left us. He said he can't take care of us anymore. He left us. What can I say more ? He really left us ? Don't you care daddy ? Why you left :'( I cry when I went into your room. Your clothes, your stuff, your pillow where you sleep, the bed where you lie. Everything was gone. Why do you have to leave us? Why ? Can't we be happy together? I can't this pain. God, please help me. Please. What can I do ? I'm not strong enough. There's too much problem. I can't face this on my own. Please God. Please God. *lay down on my knee and pray* Daddy, if you are reading my blog, PLEASE COME BACK HOME ! I Miss You :'( <3


I keep seeing people happiness. Keep making people happy. But where's my happiness ? I'm LOST in this world with no one.

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