Goodbye September. Hello October ;)
Tuesday, October 4, 2011 | 4:45 AM | 0 comments
New month. New day. New life ;) <3Hey there. I'm just blogging for a new story. PMR is helding now. I'm aiming to get straight A's. OMG! Can I? Haha. Yeahh I believe I can. Please pray and support me. Please and Thankyou ;) RM5000 shopping spree ? Oh gosh. And maybe if I get straight A's move to a better school. My dad want me to move to overseas. It is interesting but I don't wanna cause my heart is still here. And I don't wanna leave my band especially my baby drum :( Decision can make later.
Kayy, today is the new month. Kayy. Nothing is interesting. Last Saturday terjumpa my ex. He smile at me. I was so afraid. I ran away -.- Sumpah I'm freaking out. Hornyyyyy xD Kay. Get back with it. Now I dah kurang guna phone walaupun terlalu addicted nak text. But sekarang bukannya ada orang nak text en ? Membazir creadit aje~ I'm a bitchy bitch \m/ I don't wanna fall for anyone lagi. Eventhough it hurts by doing that. Do I have a choice ? I know I love him. You wanna know why ? Tak pernah ada orang yang layan saya macam mana dia layan saya. He's the first. He's the first who bring inspiration to me. He's the first I see never gave up hope. It was so beautiful. I hope he'll be fine. Cause I know we'll never be together. And I don't anything about hmi and I don't know does he feel the same way like I feel for him. Let it be this way. But does it have to ? Well. Who knows ? I'll keep holding on and I'll be strong. Keep moving forward. Keep holding on. I know we'll make it through and stay strong.I hope I can met someone like him. Cause he was the greatest. I never regret falling for him. All this time I want to tell him that I like him. Or maybe love. I'm not putting high hopes. Cause I'm afraid to be hurt. But I already am. I wanted to tell him I like him but I don't have the courage. Well I'm a girl. I overeact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I dream big. But when I say I love him. I'm not lying. Hmm. What to do ? What to do ? I Like You L ;) You know who you are? Right? Cause I only can express through it here. I'm sorry for everything. I really am. I hope now you know why I care you a lot <3 But now is over ;)
Here's a song remind me of you.
