Stress. Confused. Tired.
Friday, October 21, 2011 | 6:52 AM | 0 comments
I'm tired of problems. I really am. I'm tired off everything. Fuck the world t(-.-Starting now, find a job, get a new life. Even my dad left us, I have to stay strong people say. I listen. I've tried. Everytime I close my eyes. I'll think of everything. So many wronging. I feel like I wanna scream! I can't stand this world. This is really call life ? Why ? I'm tired. I am really am. Punch me right now!
My chest been hurting these day. Not enough sleep. I'm not feeling well. My back hurt again. #dying
Hi pipal. I'm forever alone + young + cute v^^ Suddenly felt like wanting a boyfriend ? But can I ? Can I be hurt again ? Can I find someone better ? Let the future decide.
I want him! I want him! He is so cute >< Who ? Let's see. Hihi. But, my heart still wanting someone. Please make me don't love him. Please. Heart please stop beating for him. He have nothing to you. Please heart. Find someone better not him Please. Mind stop dreaming. Stop making him come to my dreams. Please eye, stop stalking. Stop looking at his picture. Mouth please stop talking bout him. I'm hurt don't you see. Physically hurt. Stop. Please. Don't you see, he has already find a replacement. He got someone better than me. Don't you see? Don't you see how hurt am I ? Please. Stop it now. Don't make me weak. I'm lost. I'm confused. I'm no one. Please Hui Ying. Realise. I am no one. I'm a no one now. I can't find the right way anymore. I'm lost in this big world. Realise now. Stop everything. Please I'm weak. I can't go on like this anymore. I can't pretend anymore. I really can't. Feel like running away from this tupid town. Far far away. Where I can forget every single problem here. I can't move on. I can't go on. I'm weak. I feel like dying right now. My family, My friends, My soulmate, My love, My everything. *SCREEEEAAAMIIING* I can't do this anymore! Please stop it everything NOW !
Kill me now. Kill me now. Kill me now.
Why people keep talking about you ? And why you keep coming to my dreams ? Can't you go someone else dreams? I woke up every morning with a tears. How can I not want you when all I want is you.How can I forget you, when you keep appearing in my life ? How can I'm not stop talking about you, when all those sweet memory still remaining in my head. Please. Make it stop :(

