I dah tk tahu nk buat apa. Loving someone is not easy. And that someone love you back is hard. I sayang kot kat KW. But nk buat apa? Orang tk sayang kita, kita kena terima lah. Before I jadi heartless cam dulu baik I'm the one who lie to myself. Agak menyesal saying that I will not fall for him again. It was a lie. Saya sayang dia but terpaksa untk tk sayang dia. Keesokan hari, I menangis cause I tk tahu nk lepas rindu kat siapa. Nak call Jazz but tkde credit. Saya nk cerita kat Jazz. Saya tk tahan. Saya dah lama tk nangis untk laki. I'm a type who don't fall for guy easily. Susah nk sayang orang. Macam A, saya dah kenal dia berbulan pun anggap as friend. But dia dah lebih. Sorry sangat A. Awak boleh marah saya macam macam, maki ke apa. But jangan paksa sudah. Saya dah tk larat kot. Orang yang saya betul betul sayang dulu Namqul. Nak buat apa dia bagi harapan kot dulu. Sakit kot. I'm broken very very deep. Saya boleh lagi menunggu dia untk 4 bulan. But sekarang tk dah. Tetiba boleh sayang KW. I don't know. There must be a reason I love him. He is almost like Namqul this is why I fall for him. But is not hard. But saya sakit lah. Hmm. Nak buat apa. Bak kata Jazz, Cinta itu tak boleh paksa. *jiwangnyaa lah* Haha. I'm hurt again. Again. Again. And. Again. Saya dah tk tahu nk buat apa. Saya cadang nk pindah je Aust but saya sayang nk tinggal Kuantan. Nanti kalau saya dah pergi situ, saya ada siapa? Saya akan jumpa lagi ke kawan macam Jazz? Penasihat macam Kamaruz? Sedia dengar cerita macam Kak Shaza? Adik macam Dayah, Dhiya or Wardah? Geng macam Sue, Fira, Luqman and them all? Boleh lagi ke lepak malam macam sekarang? Saya rasa tak. It will be different. Siang malam pun lain. Kita cuti season pun lain. Semuanya lain :'( Hmm. Saya ingat saya boleh je sayang KW but I'm wrong. Nak jadi heartless ke? Saya rasa saya dah tk nk buat kerja gila lagi macam toreh tangan, lari rumah, makan panadol banyak banyak. Bermasalah betul -.- Haha. I dah elak semua benda ni. But hati tetap nak buat. Saya ni gila ke apa? Haha. Life must go on. Yes, I go through my life my loving others but I was wrong. I am a fool. Dumb and stupid. Regret ke tk regret ? I don't know yet. But nak sayang orang lain. Susah. But menyesal lah gaduh ngn member kat KL,my ex. Haha. Ohmygod! STREEEESSS ! Nak nyanyi je sekarang. But sakit tekak. Dah lama tk nyanyi. Bila lah boleh nyanyi lagi ni. Hadoih. Haha. K. Just I have to sabar. Sayang dekat KW tu I rasa boleh hilang if ada orang teman saya have fun. Haha. Don't worry KW, I memang patut di- ignore. No big deal ;') I'm no one. I'm nothing. I'm Lifeless. The end of our story. But lagu I never knew I needed, it was meant for you. Cause I sayang you. But now.. Lifeless.

Dhiya and Jazz, I hope both of you. Stay strong. Like you use to told me. I know that he take you guys for granted but patient kay? Kata Supergirl? Haha. I'm trying to make myself happy by adding HAHA. :>


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Hi guys. Let me introduce myself. So, I'm Huiying. You guys can me Ying or maybe Chong. I'm kinda friendly plus I like to talk alot. So don't be so afraid. Haha, I'm nice :) I was born in 1996. My born date was 1st of August. I don't have bestfriend cause I'm not that choosy. My future ambition is I wanna be a chef. I love to cook or maybe sometime bake. But I bake alot. And I'm also in love with the art. But I don't know how to draw. I'm interested in singing, acting and also dancing. Why I choose this song as my blog song? Cause it remind of someone everyday and I will never forget that person all. Cause he's extraordinary. That person is the best thing I never knew I needed. My accidental happily. So enjoy my blog. Hope you guys love it. Thanks :D Muah :*

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Credit ; Ultramen Gayaa lawan Raksasa Huduh laaaaaaa.
p/s;Don't remove the credit yaa?;)

I dah tk tahu nk buat apa. Loving someone is not easy. And that someone love you back is hard. I sayang kot kat KW. But nk buat apa? Orang tk sayang kita, kita kena terima lah. Before I jadi heartless cam dulu baik I'm the one who lie to myself. Agak menyesal saying that I will not fall for him again. It was a lie. Saya sayang dia but terpaksa untk tk sayang dia. Keesokan hari, I menangis cause I tk tahu nk lepas rindu kat siapa. Nak call Jazz but tkde credit. Saya nk cerita kat Jazz. Saya tk tahan. Saya dah lama tk nangis untk laki. I'm a type who don't fall for guy easily. Susah nk sayang orang. Macam A, saya dah kenal dia berbulan pun anggap as friend. But dia dah lebih. Sorry sangat A. Awak boleh marah saya macam macam, maki ke apa. But jangan paksa sudah. Saya dah tk larat kot. Orang yang saya betul betul sayang dulu Namqul. Nak buat apa dia bagi harapan kot dulu. Sakit kot. I'm broken very very deep. Saya boleh lagi menunggu dia untk 4 bulan. But sekarang tk dah. Tetiba boleh sayang KW. I don't know. There must be a reason I love him. He is almost like Namqul this is why I fall for him. But is not hard. But saya sakit lah. Hmm. Nak buat apa. Bak kata Jazz, Cinta itu tak boleh paksa. *jiwangnyaa lah* Haha. I'm hurt again. Again. Again. And. Again. Saya dah tk tahu nk buat apa. Saya cadang nk pindah je Aust but saya sayang nk tinggal Kuantan. Nanti kalau saya dah pergi situ, saya ada siapa? Saya akan jumpa lagi ke kawan macam Jazz? Penasihat macam Kamaruz? Sedia dengar cerita macam Kak Shaza? Adik macam Dayah, Dhiya or Wardah? Geng macam Sue, Fira, Luqman and them all? Boleh lagi ke lepak malam macam sekarang? Saya rasa tak. It will be different. Siang malam pun lain. Kita cuti season pun lain. Semuanya lain :'( Hmm. Saya ingat saya boleh je sayang KW but I'm wrong. Nak jadi heartless ke? Saya rasa saya dah tk nk buat kerja gila lagi macam toreh tangan, lari rumah, makan panadol banyak banyak. Bermasalah betul -.- Haha. I dah elak semua benda ni. But hati tetap nak buat. Saya ni gila ke apa? Haha. Life must go on. Yes, I go through my life my loving others but I was wrong. I am a fool. Dumb and stupid. Regret ke tk regret ? I don't know yet. But nak sayang orang lain. Susah. But menyesal lah gaduh ngn member kat KL,my ex. Haha. Ohmygod! STREEEESSS ! Nak nyanyi je sekarang. But sakit tekak. Dah lama tk nyanyi. Bila lah boleh nyanyi lagi ni. Hadoih. Haha. K. Just I have to sabar. Sayang dekat KW tu I rasa boleh hilang if ada orang teman saya have fun. Haha. Don't worry KW, I memang patut di- ignore. No big deal ;') I'm no one. I'm nothing. I'm Lifeless. The end of our story. But lagu I never knew I needed, it was meant for you. Cause I sayang you. But now.. Lifeless.

Dhiya and Jazz, I hope both of you. Stay strong. Like you use to told me. I know that he take you guys for granted but patient kay? Kata Supergirl? Haha. I'm trying to make myself happy by adding HAHA. :>


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